Regret
I don't want to fall in love with you
you'll only end up leaving
i can feel the tears now
dripping on my breasts
the deep sadness
welling up
feel the awkward twitch
in my cheek,
exhausted of feeling
and what am i to do
when you are gone
when your scent fades
and all i have left is a picture
next to my bosom
as i rock myself to sleep
thinking of you
praying
with this wet pillow
so full of heartache.
10:34 pm 10-21-2002
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